I'm really nervous for tomorrow because it will be the first day of my television praxis at uni. I'm doing the television and radio journalism subject and within it we have sessions on the uni's radio and tv news programs, "QUT news," both for the general public audience. It's not a huge thing, but I just get nervous when having to do something for an audience you know. I'm shy and unconfident with these kinds of cicumstances... I cried on stage back in year 12 drama because I couldn't handle being in front of everyone. I have to get over this insecurity, you think I would've by this stage in life, but doing a speech or oral presenation at uni is one my most feared events. Ohhhh I get the shakes, my hands can't keep still. Journalism is what I am studying and will be my career and life, I want to be open to all facets of the media, so I have to be able to do this and be calm. I shall try.

It was really great to spend the afternoon with imi yesterday. I am reminded how much I miss her and the times we were always in eachothers company. I really loved those days. I only have good feelings when I think back to them. It's hard to recreate that again, which is a shame in way, but we are older and with different lives and paths. What is very special is that we are still able to feel close and free together, even though we spend more time apart.